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Did I forget someone?

A Goodbye Message

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"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born".

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Dear Friend,
You're one of the most precious memories in my life..
We met by coincidence and our friendship happened by accident :) to be more specific I avoided your friendship many times without a reason I wanted no more friends in my life.. I thought those that I have are more then enough.. Obviously I was wrong.
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As time passed I discovered a wonderful person that describes me as an "unmatchable person".. I was shocked and took it as an exaggerated compliment.. but you made me feel that way in every conversation we had, and I started thinking that it was a big mistake not knowing you better.. Moreover It wasn't a secret that I began to enjoy your company.. I began to appreciate being friends..

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After all these days.. and what we've been through I want to thank you for believing in me and appreciating my presence in your life (knowing that I'm a big khawwta)..
Imposing your friendship to my life was a great effort from you to do and I really appreciate that you were so insistent in having me as a Friend.
I know we couldn't spent much time together.. I hope we'll have this opportunity in the future.
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Thanks for being my Friend.
I will miss you a lot.
May your future life be filled with God's Blessings.

Stay safe, Until we meet again.
Khawwta

I received the below e-mails from a "FRIEND"

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Hi....Im so BAD.

Days are running crazy. The job routine is taking all of my attention and for the sudden i realise that im loosing good Friends in Lebanon. I have to make more effort to keep in tch since i really love my people, and you are one of them of course.

Tell me about you. The most I hope that you are not like all the others 'MIT3ASSBI' to your political opinion. All the people I talk to are so tensioned and nervous and they think and see in one eye, one direction, and listen to one F U C K I N G leader. Please try to be different.

What we need again is to love and to understand each other. My family and I have lived and suffered the civil war and once is more than enough. Lebanon is going back there, to that point where heroes are going to blow their angry against wrong victims. Please stay different.
Take care.

Yours ....

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Kifik ya khawta i miss you.

Yes I watched the last elections and i feel Lebanon is moving backward, unfortunately. I started hating flags and colors and parades. I can not stand seeing more SHOHADA ....

I've always waited for change in my country, but it seems that some times it is better not to change in such way. I love Lebanon for no specific reason, its like I have it in my blood, but country means good people and unforgettable moments, my country lives in my heart as a song that never gets old.
I feel that time means nothing, I still have your smile in my heart.

عيد الجيش .. عيد لبنان

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بالقلب يا وطن

Living with a conscience is like driving a car with the brakes on. (Budd Schulberg)

Have you ever noticed that anybody driving slower than you is an idiot, and anyone going faster than you is a maniac? (Georges Carlin)

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Just Believe in Yourself

"The secret of reaping the greatest fruitfulness

and the greatest enjoyment from life

is to live dangerously!"

"Whoever fights monsters should see to it that

in the process he does not become a monster.

And when you look long into an abyss,

the abyss also looks into you"

"Friedrich Nietzsche "

We live and die; Christ died and lived so we can live again..

I wish you all a Blessed Easter

SILENT TREATMENT

What would you do?

If someone told you:
"You're an inimitable person..
I'm proud to be your friend, I wish I could be more than that..
Few people are as creative as you..
You are a woman to love"!

Especially when you find yourself NOT INTERESTED in him!

A little girl had just finished

her 1st week of school.

So she said to her mother:

"I'm just wasting my time,

I can't read,

I can't write,

and they won't let me talk!"

بالغضب مسوّر بلدي

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بيقولو زغيّر بلدي بالغضب مسوّر بلدي

الكرامي غضب والمحبي غضب

والغضب الأحلى بلدي

و بيقولوا قلال ونكون قلال بلدنا خير وجمال

وبيقولو يقولوا شم هم يقولوا شوية صخر وتلال

يا صخرة الفجر وقصر الندي يا بلدي

يا طفل متوج عالمعركي غدي يا بلدي

يا زغير و بالحق كبير وما بيعتدي يا بلدي

Someday I was wondering
If I could be a man
I saw the gorgeous dancing
I couldn’t catch my Fan
I took a deep breath
A brave heart of mine
Straight to her with faith
My eyes into her shine
Asking her name is …..
But she looks rude like STALINE
And my poor heart blames me
Don’t ask for her she can’t be your QUEEN

Joe Chebly/Leb. Univ. /17th of Feb 1998

January 10

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This year I decided I didn't want neither gifts nor cake for my birthday, and I asked my friends not to celebrate it.

I wasn't in a mood to receive congratulations when everything is crushing down around me.. I don't want to add a new candle while Lebanon is bleeding.

I don't want to smile when mothers are crying at the horrible death of their children.
I don't want to think about Life as a new beginning, or anything like that.. I just want to consider January 10 as a normal day of my life..
I'm not in the mood to hear anyone tell me "Happy Birthday khawta"

The only gift that I need to have is "peace of mind", and "Peace for Lebanon"
I don't want a new year similar to the previous one.. I just didn't want to celebrate my birthday..

But my Dear Old Friend Lilo didn't want to let it go (even if I said mamnou3 Cadeau) she sent me in the morning a Rose with 2 pieces of cake (cheese cake and 3 chocolats),
When I saw the cleaning man carrying the flower and the cake, I thought he was going to ask me about someone else... but he said It's For You..
I felt I wanted to cry.. even if I asked her not to do anything on my birthday she insisted to say "I'm Glad you were born.. I'm Glad you're my Friend"..
Thx Lilo you make my day… even if I'm not in the mood.. and even if I'm broke and I don't want to buy Me a cake :)

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Thx for thinking of me this way.. May you have Love and Happiness my dear friend..

A picture is worth a 1000 words

I had a DREAM last night

I was living in a CHRISTMAS Tree among red lights and colorful balls. Gold stars were shining and I felt so warm and safe.

Can you imagine a WORLD that looks like a CHRISTMAS Tree?

I wish I could live in such a world... it would be a perfect life.